I make reference all the time that I'm an 85 year old woman inside this body. My tastes point more towards someone that grew up during the Great Depression. I don't think I have an old soul. I think there is a literal old lady inside me that makes decisions from time to time.
Well, on Sunday I was working on last week's blog while doing other activities; meal prepping, cleaning, organizing, even took a shower. My senile brain never hit the publish or save button on the blog post. This post was cultivated after each day of my shift. There were funny quips, a few anecdotes, and many complaints that I wanted to be documented. The point of every week is to make note of the day. How I felt, interesting things that I've seen. I enjoyed cataloging my day to save for a later time. I lose the authenticity if I try to recreate each post.
So, here I am rambling on about how I make stupid mistakes. I follow a thought or a rumble in my gut and I'm so wrong! To be specific, I cut/paste the blog posts from Google Docs into my website. I don't see the point to keep the posts in two different places. I doubt I'll win any Pulitzer for these thoughts. Since I didn't save anything in between my actions. There was no backup. I'm not going to do a backup. That's the process.
So, when my boyfriend told me that he was on his way. I wanted to finish cleaning up and that included closing down the computer for the day. The moment I clicked on the X on the upper right hand side of the window, I knew I fucked up! I tried and tried to find a backup. Nope, no luck.
My senility caused me to write this and I've started the blog for next week.
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